its 5am. hahah. i think i cant sleep from all the friday night starcraft adrenaline. my apm kinda low, macro and micro are horrible. need to practice more.

just had 2 midterms. got back one of them. well, did better than expected. everyone was saying oh how easy it was and everything, and i was thinking to myself, fuck i screwed up so bad because i couldnt do one induction question the right way.

in the end i did better.

this got me thinking.

people are pulling all nighters and spending hours on homework (not sure if the homework even warrants that amount of time spent), and saying "what do you expect, its cmu".

they say it with a certain air.

i find it a little analogous to what people say about the army experience. or their own life experiences in general.

everyone tends to exaggerate things. personal experiences. such as army, like omg army was shit blah blah.

when im hearing these things from people right here, im thinking the exact same thing. why doesnt anyone else realise it ?

or maybe im just fortunate enough to be given some perspective.

(haha joseph.)